Birthdays

It's one of my best friend's birthday today. She's turning 19, but she looks the youngest out of all my friends. She could pass for 16. And the fact that she's turning 19 makes her depressed. She thinks that she's OLD.

It reminds me of this John Mayer song called Stop This Train. It goes "So scared of getting older, I'm only good at being young". And this is so true of my friend. She doesn't want to grow up. We started uni this year (we're at different universities) and I'm still correcting her essays. Nothing has changed with her.

But anyway things have changed with me. I have a Marketing exam tomorrow which I am going to fail and I really don't care because I hate Marketing. The old me would be studying my butt off, even though I hate the subject. The new me doesn't care. I need to do really well on this exam so I can transfer courses at the end of the year, but I don't think its going to happen due to me being incredibly slack. Which is a definite change in my attitude from the last 4 years.